I miss the old me ๐
Thursday, June 4, 2015 | 9:17โฏAM | 0 ChickyCherry
First and all , Assalamualaikum w.b.t .
Its been a long time i'm not updating this blog . Yehaaaaa , its not because i dont have any great story to write . But its a laziness and lacking of time since i'm a hostel student and one of SPM vengers . haha ๐ . Sila jengah gambar di atas ๐ . haaaa , act gambar tu takde kaitan dengan entry baru ni . Benda alah tu kita panggil dream catcher . Hmmm , tajuk entry kali ni masha Allah . Yes , definitely its all about me , unappreciated girl . Ya Allah , hows sad . I do ,Yes I do really miss the old me , Myself . But theres nothing could get me there . Past is still past yet its not coming and begin again . But i'd hope theres still a great things waiting for me in future . Everyone dont know what ive got through , so stop judging me ! You know nothing . I'm only an ordinary girl who know nothing about this world rules . But please , do appreciate my feeling .
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Maybe tak semua orang tahu aku ada minat someone ni , because of I'm not that type of girl when minat someone sibuk nak heboh-hebohkan , terhegeh-hegeh kejar . I'm not that that type gais . Aku kalau suka depan depan memang nampak slumber habis , but hรขi ni kencang nak jatuh ke tanah ok tipu . Seriously , act aku taktahu betul ke tak yang aku suka mamat tu . Or ni hanya mainan perasaan sebab nak penuhkan hati aku yang kosong ni . but thats broke me into pieces when I know thats one of my friends do crushing on him . God ๐ญ . Hati aku macam kaca terhempas ke batu . Tapi pabila aku fikirkan balik rasa bodoh buat benda tu semua (somethings) .
Aku ni memang BODOH TAKGUNA DESPERATE TERGILAKAN ORANG YANG TAK PERNAH SUKA AKU !!!!!! Tu je yang aku mampu cakap buat masa sekarang . Sedihlaaa hidup aku tahun ni , dahlaa last year sekolah . Ya Allah , guide me through this for I'm weak and lost without you . Amin .
Knowing you was such a big mistakes that I had ever do . ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
